Leaving my dad in a nursing home was the hardest thing I’ve ever done. But I had no choice. I’m a single mom, juggling two jobs just to keep the lights on. Taking care of my daughter and him at the same time? Impossible.
I did my best to visit when I could, but time slipped through my fingers like sand. Every visit, he’d ask, “When am I coming home?” And I’d lie. “Soon, Dad. I just need to figure some things out.”
The truth was, there was nothing to figure out. I could barely afford his care as it was. Every extra shift I picked up went straight to the nursing home bill. My heart ached knowing he spent more time with the staff than with me.
Then, one evening, I got the call. “You should come now,” the nurse said, her voice softer than usual.
I rushed over, my daughter’s small hand gripping mine. When we got there, he looked so small in that bed. Weaker than I’d ever seen him.
I sat beside him, holding his frail hand, whispering how much I loved him, how sorry I was that I couldn’t do more. His eyes found mine—full of something I couldn’t quite place.
Then, just before his last breath, he spoke.
He squeezed my hand with a surprising burst of strength. His voice, faint but steady, formed words I never expected to hear:
“Go… check the trunk in my old shed. You need to know… the truth.”
His gaze drifted to my daughter, who stood quietly at the foot of his bed. Despite her youth, she seemed to understand the gravity of the moment. He offered her a gentle smile before turning back to me. Then, with one soft, rattling exhale, he was gone.
For a moment, it felt like time stopped altogether. I couldn’t process it. My dad—my main support system growing up—now lay peacefully in front of me, free from pain but also free from life. My daughter, noticing my trembling shoulders, placed her hand on my arm. That little touch, so full of love, guided me back to myself.
That night, I hardly slept. My mind circled back to my dad’s last words: check the trunk in my old shed. What trunk? And what truth? My father hadn’t been the mysterious type. We talked about everything from finances to his favorite old Western films. Yet his final clue suggested there was something he never shared.
Two days later, after arranging the funeral service, I drove to his empty house. I’d kept paying the minimal upkeep fees, thinking someday he might live there again. The yard was overgrown with weeds, and the paint was peeling in several spots. I felt a pang of guilt. Here was this home—my childhood home—worn down from neglect.
In the backyard stood the small shed where Dad used to keep his gardening tools. As kids, my brother and I were never allowed inside; Dad said it was too dangerous with all the sharp tools and leftover lumber. Now, as I approached, the door creaked open with the wind. Dust motes swirled in the rays of sunlight as I stepped inside.
It wasn’t hard to find the trunk. It sat under a faded tarp in the corner, locked with a small padlock. I searched around for a key but came up short. Eventually, I realized the key might be on Dad’s old keychain, the one I’d placed in my purse after he passed. Sure enough, there it was—a tiny, rusted key that fit perfectly into the lock. My heart pounded as I lifted the lid.
Inside, I found a stack of old photographs, letters, and a cloth-bound journal. Each item felt like a puzzle piece, part of a bigger picture Dad had kept hidden. I set the trunk on a dusty workbench by the window and flipped through a few letters. They were addressed to him, not by name, but by his high school nickname “Duke.” The return address? Maple Valley Rehabilitation Center. I frowned. I’d never heard of that place.